Once something takes physical form, Change is inevitable. Look therefore beyond physics to find the constant for that is the essence of home; the safe reliable place from which you can explore and be bold and learn to except change as lessons about humanity and the world around you.
Have faith in your subconscious, if you ask it to do something for you, it will. You need only ask, go about your day as usual and a few days later the answer to your question will pop into your consciousness effortlessly as though it was already there all this time just waiting for you to ask the right question.
Don’t build a dam around it, let the rivers run wild and they will always find their way back to the ocean, a little wiser, a little more compassionate, after tenderly shaping mountains into valleys. Eventually it is the river that remains the same and the harsh rock that is forever altered.
Your soul is the only search engine you’ll ever need. Within its database lies all the possible information about your self; your physical being, your mind, your emotions and your humanity, as well as the history of the whole universe from its very birth.