No matter the smallness and ugliness of that life.
Have faith in your subconscious, if you ask it to do something for you, it will. You need only ask, go about your day as usual and a few days later the answer to your question will pop into your consciousness effortlessly as though it was already there all this time just waiting for you to ask the right question.
The only thing you need to do to feel loved is to let yourself feel loved, not by anyone, but in and of its own, and that is the only love that can be truly unconditional. Lock this knowledge in your heart and it will be a perpetually shining light even in the thickest darkness, like a seed covered in winter snow it will be your hope when the world is cold reminding you of who you are and of your truest nature.
When you slow down and breathe, the world will let you in on its secrets and teach you to truly see.
You will be filled with the spirit of curiosity guiding you into a lyrical quest looking for riddles instead of answers, secrets instead of truths, and stars in the dark instead of eternal light.
When that happen, a seed will become prettier than a flower and a broken wing more inspiring than a bird soaring in the sky.
Your footprints will be drawn by your lifeline, marking shadowed pathways in the wake of your soul-light.